Hello peeps. Well I've done it again, taken forever to post another post. What am I gonna do with myself? lol. But it ain't like a dozen people are viewing this page anyway .. lol. Well anyway life is life right now. I'm not complaining but it could be better. The circus is in town and today is the last day.. thank God. The traffic is horrible around here when they are here especially since I'm only 5 min away and I have to go in that direction to get to and from work. My job volunteered me to another department at my job, with out my permission so how do you like that. I start training for it this week. Instead of doing customer care I will be in the Tech department. They are quick to switch you to the department they need you in but very slow in giving you what is owed you. I've been waiting on my raise lets see .... for about a month now. But that's how jobs are. Well that's all I have to say for the moment. Be blessed everyone. Shout out to my buddy Sean.

Well today was a day. Decided not to go to work today. Just wasn't feeling that today, not that I took the day off to do anything special. I am planning my son's birthday party. He will be 3 on Friday and I am gonna throw him a party Sunday at Chucky Cheese's. I can't believe it has been 3 years. Andl his theme for the party is gonna be Scooby Doo. He loves that dog. Other than that is was just another day. So I will leave it at that ....Be blessed.

Well as you can see I have greatly neglected my webjournal, but I am gonna get back on track. I just been really busy and I haven't really had a chance to be online as usual, plus I had death in the family and had to go out of town. I still have to go back out of town to go pick up my father's van .. since my father's wife has now died too, only a year after my father's death, I have no one to hold the van for me so I have no choice but to go get it. One good thing came out of the trip though I got to spend time with my uncles (my father's brothers) who I normally don't get to spend time with or even see. Who knew two preachers could be so cool. lol. Shout out to my buddy Sean, sorry I haven't been giving you anything to read. Well until tomorrow be blessed everyone.

For the people who know what I am going thru right now, you will know what this passage that I read today means to me ....

"Please Don't Tell Them You Never Got To Know Me"

It is I whose kicks you will always remember, I who gave you heartburn that a dragon would envy,
I who couldn't seem to tell time and got your days and nights mixed up,
It is I who acknowledged your craving for peach ice cream by knocking the cold bowl off your belly,
I who went shopping and helped you pick out the "perfect" teddy bear for me,
I who liked to be cradled in your belly and rocked off to dreamy slumber by the fire,
It is I who never had a doubt about your love,
It is I who was able to put a lifetime of joy into an instant.
-Pat Schwiebert
  

Well I haven't posted in two days as you can see here. I've been kinda busy and haven't really been on the internet like talking about it. Monday I went back to work and tonight is the first night that I have really had a moment to myself ... without coming home exhausted .... and trying to get as close to the bed as I could before falling out ......(just a lil exaggerating but i was tired). Anyway this evening didn't welcome good news. When i got home from work. No longer than 20 min ... my step sister called to tell me that my step mother had died. She has been in my life so long it doesn't just seem like she is my second mother, she is. So I will be going out of town this weekend to North Carolina. I guess what they say is true about married couples .. When they've been together for a long time and really love each other. When one dies the other is not far from it. It has only been a year since my father passed. I miss him so much, now the closest person I had to him is gone too. But I guess that is life, it's never easy and it teaches us to appreciate ever minute we have to spend with the people we love. Be blessed everyone.

"Life is full of surprises. Of course we welcome the good, but when the bad falls on us, we seek reasons why. It is often in these bad circumstances that we realize how significant and meaningful our faith is. As a result, we pray God that you will teach us to always reach out to you.

Word for the day ......"Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything; tell God your needs and don't forget to thank him for the answers. If you do this you will experience God's peace, which is far more wonderful than the human mind can understand. His peace will keep your thoughts and your hearts quiet."

"Super Bowl Sunday" ... I'm not doing much today, my peeps been doing alot of cooking today I guess for the big game, Moms been cooking some artery blocking pig feet ...yuck!! I don't see how they eat that mess. But my uncle is coming over so I'll be hearing the both of them slop on it. lol. For my son and I, I went and got some good ole Popeye's Chicken ... that is the "shisnick". lol. Tomorrow is back to work.... I've been off for two weeks and that still wasn't enough ... still don't wanna go back .. but I got to make that money to pay these bills. No one else gonna pay them for me..lol . Unless I got some volunteers. Just joking. Well everyone enjoy the game or what ever you are doing and have a blessed day.

Well today, as usual was just another day ... lol. As you can see I don't have much of a life. I didn't go to the movies last night but I did go out to eat.. so i did get out of the house at least for a lil while. Someone save me from this lifeless life ....lol. I know there are plenty of you getting ready for the "Big Game". Enjoy yourselves .. but be responsible ... Until I post again ... be blessed.

"God it is hard to see your will while I am suffering. But while I can't understand your ways, I must trust your heart. Amen. "

Hello everyone. Just another regular ole day. Kinda tired of being in the house so i think I will go out later this evening and go see a movie. I would really like to go see the new Lord of the Rings but that is too long of a movie if i'm gonna be going by myself or with my son. But other than that it will be another regular day for me unless someone decides to make it special. Open for all suggestions. Anyway i was reading something that for some reason i feel i need to post on here. Someone must need this message so here it goes:

One Day at a Time

Whatever the goal we're pursuing,
no matter how rugged the climb,
we're certain to get there
by trying our best,
and taking one day at a time.
"Forever" is hard to imagine,
"the future" may seem far away,
but every new dawn
brings a wonderful chance
to do what we can on that day.

Be Blessed everyone. Have a good day.

Well i don't have really much to say for today, just a normal ole anyday which i really didn't do much. I didn't go to work today so I did spend time with my son which is always good for me. I go back to work Monday and dreading it already .. anyway till next post .. Be blessed.

"You are the foundation of my life. When circumstances shift and make my world unsteady, you remain firm. When threats of what lies ahead blow against the framework of my thoughts, you are solid. When I focus on your steadfastness, I realize that you are my strength for the moment, the one sure thing in my life. Because of you I stand now, and I will stand tomorrow as well because you are there already. Amen."

Well this morning I'm feeling kinda bad, but hopefully that will soon pass. I know everyday is not going to be your best, so I accept this day as I would any other. I hope that message sheads light into someone's world as it does mine. I may post something later when I am feeling better, but untill then ...Be Blessed.

To my buddy Sean..."Get Well Soon"

Well today i had jury duty .. had to be there at 8am ... which cut off my sleep. To make matteres worse we sat there for 2 hours just to end up being sent home because the trial was canceled due to the person charged pleading guilty at the last min. he knew he was guily all along. Any way it is cold as crap outside today, So i think i will be staying again today . Holla at cha later .....